My Boyyy..

Sebab Ryanz selalu sneeze,this morning lps daddy mandikan dia,mummy pakaikan topi..

tapi dia x sukaaaaaaaaaaa :( everytime pakaikan sure dia angkat dua2 tgn dia tinggi2...sampai kena topi,sampai senget2 tutup mata..then dia pun start merengek.Bila mummy bukak blk..baru dia duk diam. .Hmmm...baby zaman skarang.

Baby boy mummy ni cpt membesar,kalah kakak dia dulu..maybe sebab the fact dia BOY kan..

x sangka dah leh muat pakai romper nih ^_^

Ni actually romper fav daddy dia(kerap sgt pakaikan dia romper ni..)..beli time mummy preggy 5 months lg...

Sedapnyerlah tido..time nilah mummy dia ade chance nak rehat jap,berFB & blogging..ngeee!

Wonder Girls..

"I want nobody.nobody but you!"...

WooOoo inilah wonder girls yg leh buat my dotter,EVA tergedik2 ngadap you tube nih..

hari2 duk practise dancing tiru gaya derang...

cute sgt buat mummy rasa nak geget jer jari2 halus tu syg..

Kurusss???

Lately Mr.Husband asyik sebut the magic word...'kurus'

kurusss ker i ni???tang mane?jawapan dia senang jer.."everywhere" hahaha...
Actually aku tgk dia yg makin kurus...hihik! Yelarr... bkn senang nak jaga 3 org nikan?...hehe.

soon after i abis berpantang,ur life will be back to normal :) ok darling..

tulah..lain kali jgn garang2 dgn bibik tau...bila bibik cabut u jgk yg susah,kena buat semua...egegegege!

Postnatal bleeding..

4.00.am-Tgh sdp tido,sudddenly terasa cam nak pee sgt2..tp dlm hati rasa lain mcm...

then sampai toilet rupenyer bloooood!!!!...kluar byk sgt!!!..confirm aku turun darah..

pastu suruh hubby call mama,mintak tlg dtg cpt tunggu Eva & Ryan.

Then at 4:30 a.m rush to demc..masuk emergency ward..

Doc kat emergency tu blurr jer mcm br bgn tido..bwk naik atas,scan..

(time ni dah start skt cam period pain..) doc kata rahim xleh mengecut sbb ade blood clots..

maybe kena buat D&C,cuci rahim...

hubby & aku pun tgklah monitor tu..boleh nampak bsr jgk blood clots tu kat dinding rahim.

then at about 6.00 am kena cucuk ubat nak bg stop bleeding..turun emergency ward blk.

masuk drip+antibiotik plak...cucuk sana,cucuk sini..haihh perit mmg perit..tp still bleeding byk jgk...doc tu pun ckp,"ward full lah..after drip ni abis u boleh blk".aku pun "huhh?" "bleeding byk lg doc,2-3 maternity pad within an hour,saya takut" doc selamba jwb.."saya pun takut.."

"HUHH??" scarry doc ni,still di alam mimpikah dia??? pas doc blah..aku pun nangis bagai nak rak kat hubby..maybe doc overheard.dia dtg blk,garu2 kepala...suruh nurse kosongkan 1 bilik jgk utk aku... & dua kali dia call gynae aku suh handle kes aku ni...gaya mcm refused.asyik suh blk...

bila nak naik bilik,baru gynae muncul check...dia kata xyah D&C,try antibiotic dulu...monitor 24 hr tgk mcm mane...so bermlm kat demclah mlm tu..billnyer pun menarikss as if aku bersalin dua kali plak kat demc nih..hmmm..

2 hari hubby EL..Kesian kat dia,br start keje dah kena cuti blk..cuti pun dah abis.

This is a real nightmare to me,time nak beranak pun x rasa camni punye takut...

i accept this as ujian dari Tuhan,aku x terkecuali dari diuji olehNya..Ramai kwn2 yg bg moral support time nih,thanx All :) luv u guys muahhhhhs!!!

Muhammad Ryanz Raphael Bin Razman-8th of April 2010

For 1 week i gave myself a deeeeep thought to choose the right date to deliver my baby boy..

Since 8 is my fav number..so i chosed 8/4/2010...heheh!

2 days before that,time check up..i told my gynae Dr.Norleen,i nak deliver ngam2 9 bln 10 hari....so hubby pun applylah leave awal2..

That wednesday night xleh tido...mcm2 feelings ade..takottt,excited & etc...

pagi tu siap2kan eva,nak hantar tinggal rumah Opah sampai mummy kluar hospital.

pastu time minta maaf,minta halal mkn minum dgn mama abah,boleh plak aku nangis....huhuuu! sebak tetiba..mmg mcm gaya nak pegi berjuang!

Then off to DEMC..Naik tingkat 3 utk di induce,skali nurse ckp semua bilik full except labour room...aku terus.."huhh?'' buat penat jer booking awl2 :(

Then,lepak dlm labour room from 9.00a.m -3.p.m..

9.45a.m-Doc masukkan ubat..

3.00p.m-cervix baru bkk 1 cm jer???...tp contraction dah every 5 minutes so lepak bilik stage 1. comfortable skit...hubby sempat lyn citer she wolf tu & aku plak zzzZzzz sbb dah kena inject muscle relaxant..time nih skt dah makin kuat & dlm kepala dah start pikir mcm2 mengarut...siap pikir lps ni kalau doc check still 1-2 cm jgk, nak ceaserean jerlah...

then pkl 6p.m gynae dtg lg check,hmmm...3 cm katanyer,

happylah skit..tetiba time dia nak kluarkan tgn dia,pop,waterbag terpecah(ker dia sengaja cubit kasi pecahkan..?) time tu aku terus bgn & request epidural..skt pun dtg makin kuatlah..

6.05pm-Masuk blk labour room tadi...

nak tunggu epidural pun bkn main lamerrrr...45 minutes baru dpt..besar btul jarumnya.

muka hubby pun dah berubah time ni...nampak dia lagi risau drpd aku...hihik!

every minute contraction dtg,aku grab tgn hubby kuat2..hubby plak tolong gosok2kan pinggang & kepala...kurang rasa sakit..ngeee!

lps sejam masuk epidural,dah rasa nak teran..terus bgtau nurse..nurse call doctor

then aku senyum lebar bila nurse kata dah fully bukak...yeay!! (saat yg ditunggu2..)

aku pun push & push!!! pastu doc kluarkan vacuum,kepala baby pun kluar...

tgh doc tarik2 kepala dia kluar..aku kasi last push psl x sanggup tgk cara dia tarik kepala baby..

Alhamdulillah Legaaa..syukur sgt2.Now i have a dotter & a son :)

Bilik suite yg aku book pun dah available time tu :) so boleh berehat...

my parents,bro's family & Eva pun dah sedia menunggu..tersengih2 jer cik Eva dpt adik ^-^