Postnatal bleeding..

4.00.am-Tgh sdp tido,sudddenly terasa cam nak pee sgt2..tp dlm hati rasa lain mcm...

then sampai toilet rupenyer bloooood!!!!...kluar byk sgt!!!..confirm aku turun darah..

pastu suruh hubby call mama,mintak tlg dtg cpt tunggu Eva & Ryan.

Then at 4:30 a.m rush to demc..masuk emergency ward..

Doc kat emergency tu blurr jer mcm br bgn tido..bwk naik atas,scan..

(time ni dah start skt cam period pain..) doc kata rahim xleh mengecut sbb ade blood clots..

maybe kena buat D&C,cuci rahim...

hubby & aku pun tgklah monitor tu..boleh nampak bsr jgk blood clots tu kat dinding rahim.

then at about 6.00 am kena cucuk ubat nak bg stop bleeding..turun emergency ward blk.

masuk drip+antibiotik plak...cucuk sana,cucuk sini..haihh perit mmg perit..tp still bleeding byk jgk...doc tu pun ckp,"ward full lah..after drip ni abis u boleh blk".aku pun "huhh?" "bleeding byk lg doc,2-3 maternity pad within an hour,saya takut" doc selamba jwb.."saya pun takut.."

"HUHH??" scarry doc ni,still di alam mimpikah dia??? pas doc blah..aku pun nangis bagai nak rak kat hubby..maybe doc overheard.dia dtg blk,garu2 kepala...suruh nurse kosongkan 1 bilik jgk utk aku... & dua kali dia call gynae aku suh handle kes aku ni...gaya mcm refused.asyik suh blk...

bila nak naik bilik,baru gynae muncul check...dia kata xyah D&C,try antibiotic dulu...monitor 24 hr tgk mcm mane...so bermlm kat demclah mlm tu..billnyer pun menarikss as if aku bersalin dua kali plak kat demc nih..hmmm..

2 hari hubby EL..Kesian kat dia,br start keje dah kena cuti blk..cuti pun dah abis.

This is a real nightmare to me,time nak beranak pun x rasa camni punye takut...

i accept this as ujian dari Tuhan,aku x terkecuali dari diuji olehNya..Ramai kwn2 yg bg moral support time nih,thanx All :) luv u guys muahhhhhs!!!